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Thursday, July 31, 2008
A little nappie-poo
So after"rest time" it was time to straighten the house. this is like 4:30. Told Peyton to go clean her room. At 7:30 tonight she had not done it. She just goes in there and plays. To put it like this, I know if I need a break from her talking and just her general 3 year old antics, I tell her to go clean her room, because I know I won't see her again for another half an hour when the room isn't done, then I send her back. etc..that can go on for hours. So we tried yelling at her...NEVER works. So we all brought it down a notch. I sat her down and told her that we need to take care of our things and I need her to go pick up her things like a big girl. And if she does she can have a popsicle after dinner. Positive reinforcement after that got a little of the room cleaned. Still at 7pm the room wasn't clean. I showed her the 2 popsicles I had in the freezer, and since she hadn't listened to me, one was going in the trash. So I did. She freaked out. Time out she goes. So nicely I asked told her she has 10 minutes to finish the room, or the red popsicle was going in the trash. She went and did a little but obviously got distracted. I of course gave her more like 20 minutes, but it didn't matter. I told her the popsicle was going in the trash. I walked in there and I did just that. She REALLY freaked out. So I sent her to time out. She kept coming out, I kept putting her back in. I had to spank her. She was really mad I threw that away. So I got her out of time out and all she could say is she wanted her popsicle. I tried to reason with her and she was just throwing herself on the floor screaming she wanted her popsicle. Steve had had enough. He yelled VERY loud and hit the counter and said, "go clean your room" She went running. And you know what...it worked. She cried the whole time she did it, but it got clean. She came out and I told her what a great job she did and ALL she wanted was a popsicle. I tried very hard not to give in to her. I stuck to my guns and told her that she did not listen to Mommy when I told her to go clean her room. It took 4 hours for her to clean it. And it hurt Mommie's feeling that she didn't listen to me. So no popsicle. She went to bed crying that she wanted that popsicle.
While I am mean and threw away the 2 popsicles, she knows, as she mentioned to me, that there are a whole bunch in the outside freezer. LOL The girl ain't no dumby. God love her!
Floor duty today. Got nothing off of that. Picked up Peyton. Worked a bit. Took a "nap" (if you can call it that). Worked on relisting my mom's house for lease and for sale. Come on people! Come buy this house!! Surely somebody out there knows somebody that would like this house. 121 Sunnyvale. , Hurst. 76053..look it up on Realtor. com. Buy it! If it leases...Me make-a no money! (said in spanish accent). Actually, think I would lose money. Let's go people! ;)
Did get one piece of good news today. The client I put an offer in for on a Short Sale...the other offer they had dropped out, and we are the only offer. She said she is only going to accept back up offers from here on..which means the bank should approve our offer any day now. We came in above list price, so it should get approved no problem. Mo' money. Not much...because commission is less on short sales. Which is stupid..should be more with how much time the whole process takes.
I also have a short sale listing in my neighborhood that I have listed. Roseman ct. at $130k. Good deal. Right at 2000 sq. ft. Look it up on Realtor.com or call me if you know anybody interested. That's a $10k price reduction!
There are deals out there ya'll. If you are thinking about buying, really...now is the time. Foreclosures, short sales...a lot of inventory which means competative prices. Good time to buy.
Ok...there ya go. Night.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Is this week over yet!
Worked at AAdvanced today. Floor duty tomorrow. Work at AAdvanced Friday. Then Saturday...ahhh...I look forward to Saturday. (so far)
Peyton, Peyton. What a cutie pie. She goes with the flow. She asks me every morning when we wake up, "Mommy, you have to work?" And I say, "Yes, honey. But I'll come and get you when I am done." "Are you going to buy me a dress today?" "No, dear. Not today." That's our usual conversation. Yesterday, I was particularly glad to see her, and feeling guilty. I said to her, "Mommy made some money today, do you want me to buy you a dress, a hairbow, or shoes?" She said, "No Mommy...I want Candy" She's too easy. ha
We took video of her "reading" this book tonight. It's a Dr. Suess book "Hop on Pop" or something like that. We have read it to her several times. She looks at the pictures and knows what it says. She has memorized the entire book. Just about..no lie..word for word. There are a couple of pages she isn't sure about, but really unbelievable to watch her. So cute. And soo smart.
LaVerle..if you read this..I forgot to call and ask if you could keep Peyton in the morning on Thurs. Just a half of the day?? I'll call you in the morning.
Ok, peeps. I didn't update last night, so I wanted to get something down today. Have a good Thurs.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Oy..Monday
Tomorrow will be a little better. I have to do a showing at 1pm, work on getting my lease people approved so they can move in Wed. and have a closing at 3pm. Hopefully all will go smoothly. Fingers crossed for all 3 things. Wed. I have to work at AAdvanced. Thurs. floor duty from 9-1 and Friday work at AAdvanced again. Busy week
I am feeling SOOO guilty about leaving Peyton so much. We usually at least have one day during the week that we hang out together all day. It's not happening this week, and then not to mention she was at Nana and Papa's most of the weekend. She will be with Nana again some tomorrow and probably Thurs., and my Dad is taking the girls on Wed., and then Andi's on Friday. So all week she will be away from home. I feel terrible. Next week should be better. We will have to go do something fun next week.
man...it's already 12:30am. I must go to bed. More tomorrow. Night.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
a good weekend
Picked up our dogs, and Murray's hair was practically gone. LOL My OCD Dad spent 2 full hours brushing out and bathing my Golden Retriever. I hoop him every day. He has sooo much hair. He does look a lot better. I didn't know you were supposed to hoop them against the grain, and I don't really have the time or the patience to spend 2 hours doing it. But we much appreciate Dad taking the time to do it for us...for him. He looks lovely AND it saved me a trip to the Groomer...who by the way...doesn't even get THAT much hair off of him. ha Good job Pops. I'll bring him back in 2 weeks for a follow up grooming. hehe
Peyton seemed to have a great time, as usual, at Nana, Papa's house. Ate a lot, swam, and was apparently clingy on Papa this time. They spoil her rotten! lol That's what grandparents are for though, huh. that's ok. I whip her back in shape when she comes home. hehe
When we got home, I showered and sat on the chair with my laptop, did some work stuff, checked emails and fell asleep in the chair with the laptop on my lap. Gee...ya think I was tired or what. ha I don't advise falling asleep with the laptop on your lap. My legs fell asleep!!! When I finally woke up I had to have Steve come get it off of my lap because I couldn't get up. ha
Peyton, I have to say, is a little love bug. She is very affectionate and loving. That is, when she is finally pooped out from running like a wild woman. She is full of hugs and kisses and "I love you Mommy". She's a sweetie pie. It was only one night away from her, but I missed her to pieces. I was so happy to see that sweet face. Kisses to you Peyton! And a good night to all of you!
Friday, July 25, 2008
My Dancing queen
My girl likes to dance! She's the Dancing Queen. ha
This was taken last weekend.
It was a pretty busy week. I am glad it's Friday. Let's play catch up.
So yesterday I went for my "facial". It wasn't a facial really. It was take your make up off and try all of these products. So I bought $50 worth of make up..like I needed it. But I did. But ya know. I think it will get me some business in the future. The Mary Kay ladie said they are thinking of moving to the Flower Mound area soon. So I would get a listing and a buyer out of that. And she really does have a lot of contacts. I gave her some of my cards and told her to give them to anybody that she finds out is in need of a Realtor. We'll see if the whole "facial" thing was worth it.
Then went to the Builder Happy Hour. It was fine. It was in Keller and was glad I didn't have to drive. I rode with a guy, Brian, from our office. We stayed until 6:30 or so. I had about a half of a drink. margarita. I can't do those much anymore. The food was good, and best of all..it was all free. I didn't win any of the drawings. 3 people from our office did. Not me..of course. Whatever. Lynn, our manager, and a couple other Realtors stayed until like 9pm. They were not feeling well this morning. ha We are all planning a trip to Pete's Piano Bar. Apparently it's a blast. Then one of our Realtors owns a couple of Taco Casa's and has a friend that owns a restuarant downtown. So before that we are going for a party there. More free food and drinks! Love that! I think we are planning that for the 9th. Should be a good time. We have a couple of nutts in our office...makes it interesting.
Today...worked at AAdvanced. It was kinda slow. Got some of my Realtor work done I have been needing to do. Did some AAdvanced work...not much, admittadly. Then we went to Ihop for dinner. The Linders and the Harris' going last week made me want it this week or something. ha Peyton and Ashleigh went over to Pop Pop's house again. They enjoyed themselves. They didn't get to go swimming though. It was too hop according to Pop Pop. But really, isn't that what the pool is for...cooling off. haha We are all 3 watching Finding Nemo together right now. Peyton has her bean bag chair out in the living room. However, she can't seem to sit still! I think she is tired. She gets more "active" when she is tired. I think to keep herself awake. She fights the sleep.
Tomorrow. I am on floor duty in the afternoon. I have one of our team members taking the second half of floor duty though. I can tell you this, because I know Steve doesn't read this blog, so he won't find out. Tomorrow I am dropping Peyton off at Nana and Papa's and the dogs off at my Dad's house. I am surprising Steve and made reservations at the Embassy Suites in Grapevine. I got us the Penthouse suite..I somehow got it for the same price, but I really think it's just a suite on a higher level and has a bigger balcony or something. ha We'll see. Then I am going to make reservations at the Melting Pot for dinner. A fondue type place. Then maybe go walk around Southlake Town Square. A place with a bunch of shops that you walk around outdoors. Its got some cute shops. Order room service and just chill with no phones, kids and dogs for 24 hours. We never did get to do our anniversary evening since Steve decided to throw his back out the day of our anniversary. I thought he would try to re-plan it, but he never did. So I took the lead and just did it. He's not the most romantic person...I have just learned to accept that. ha
Otherwise, not sure what else is in store for the weekend. Need to clean up the house. That's about it.
Ya'll have a good weekend!!
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
up and runnin'!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Gotta Love Texas
Today....real estate meeting. Tour of our new listings. Damage control was the major theme of the day. Things weren't getting done on for my closing on Tues. Missing insurance info, missing Surveys, missing termite inspections, do we have to have the home reinspected, got to get the receipts for the termite treatment and the shrub removals....Uggh. The listing agent on this house SUCKS! She is like 95 years old, losing her memory obviously, and needs to just go ahead and retire. She used to work at my office years ago, and got fired from there. Pretty hard to get fired as a real estate agent. She is unethical and I found out she has been sued many times. Now I see why. If I need something, I have to ask 5 times. I hate calling her. She really is nutty and losing her mind. Even the mortgage broker that is doing the loan knows. This realtor has used this particular mortgage broker for 18 years, and even he says she is losing her mind. ha But hey...I am a week away from a payday and I am delighted. We are closer to an approval on the other contract I put in for a client like a month ago now. Because of how long it has taken the other offer that somebody put in on the house is looking like they are dropping out of contention. I hope so. We are the only other one, and the listing agent said they would only take back up offers from there on. I hope so. I would like to get that one done and get paid too. Won't be a great paycheck because it is only $112k, and the commission is smaller than usual because it is a short sale. But hey...it's cash. I'll take it.
RC is working as a travel agent as a second job. I think that's great. She loves that kind of stuff. She is always on the hunt for cheap travel even if none of us, including her, can afford the cheap travel. But she looks anyway...a hobby I guess. ha So if any of you need an agent to plan a vacation, please call Rae Carol.
So Mom went to the orthopedist today. Looks like she is going to have to use a walker for a while to try to see if her hip will heal. She also has terrible arthritis in her hip. Not sure what they are going to end up doing, but that's the story for the next month or so. She has cataracs (sp?) Going to wait to have them removed. She will see the oncologist on the 6th for the suspicious fluid around her kidney transplant site. Lordy. Prayers please.
I missed Peyton to pieces. I was thrilled to pick her up, walked in the room anxiously awaiting a big hug and some excitement to see her dear -ol- mom....NAH. She looked at me and turned the other direction and burried her head in the chair. And she says, 'I don't want to go home, Momma..I want to stay at Nana's house." awwww...I really wasn't too hurt. I acted like it and she came and gave me a big hug and said she missed me too. Steve took some sweet pics of she and I tonight. I would love to share them with you. Oh wait...I can't....my laptop is shot. I will have to wait. I don't want to put too much stuff on the desktop because it just means more I have to transfer when it is finally fixed. Hopefully tomorrow. Fingers crossed.
Auntie S saw Mama Mia...RC did you? How was it? Any good or was it cheezie. It looks like it could be on the borderline of cheezy. Let me know what y'all thought.
Tomorrow...Peyton to the eye dr. I have to pick up all the girls to take with me to Hurst (I am so abused), so my dad can pick up syd and ash before Peyton's appointment there in teh parking lot. Then after Peyton's appointment I will drop her off at Dad's. Rush to work. And supposed to have the computer guy meet me at work to fix mylaptop. We'll see how that all works out. A busy day, I have to get up early...and here I sit at almost midnight! I am such a glutton for punishment! GOOD NIGHT!
Monday, July 21, 2008
The heat has to stop!
I was in such shock from driving up to my mailbox...I crashed my Tahoe into the front of my house! LOL I am not kidding people. I drove up to the mailbox..opened the electric bill...nearly had a heart attack. I had a car full of groceries, so I always back in for ease of unloading. Steve's truck was in the driveway, which always throws me off when backing in...I overcompensated and smacked into the brick by the garage. Damn electric bill threw me all off. If I seem to be cussing more tonight..yes, you are correct. Get an over $400 electric bill, smash your car into the house and see how much you cuss! LOL
So really...other than those 2 items and sweating our asses off, it was a pretty good day. I did some work in the morning, got Peyton bathed, me showered and out the door to eat our occassional Monday Cici's pizza..cause Peyton is my pizza buddy. Then to get my car washed, which was in desperate need. (if I had known I was going to smash it up later in the day, I probably would have passed on the car wash...ha) Then we came home because it was too hot out. Did more work, Peyton rested. We decided to go to the grocery store to pick up a few out of stock items. Then you know what happened next. We invited Nana over for dinner because Jim is out of town until Wednesday. Nobody ever comes to our house, and we actually had several visitors this weekend and this week thus far. I'm impressed. I made another new recipe, so Steve, Peyton and Nana were my taste testers. It turned out good. It was a chicken meal. Grean beans and chedder biscuts. Good stuff. Nana took Peyton home with her to spend the night and keep her company. I was going to have to take her over at 8:30 in the morning anyway, so just seemed logical. I don't think LaVerle minded. She always says yes, and sometimes I wonder if she really is thinking, "oh my god...again!" Nana...please always tell me if you don't want to watch her. I would TOTALLY understand.
So it's been a pretty peaceful evening. No peyton, steve went to bed at 9pm because he didn't sleep last night hardly at all. I have no laptop, so here I am on my slow ass desktop. I think I am addicted to the laptop. I sat there last night fiddeling my thumbs, rubbing my face and hair...I didn't know what to do with my hands. I am used to having the laptop on my lap when Peyton goes to bed at night! I kept thinking of things I needed to look up and do, and I would have had to get up and come do it on this slow computer which would take me twice the time...so I said screw it and just did it all this morning. ha Now, is that spoiled and lazy or what. ha Still haven't heard from the technition as to when he is going to show his pretty face and fix my piece of crap Dell computer. I am sure he will show up with refurbished parts again. I told them on the phone to not even think about it. We will see.
Ok...sorry for all the cussing. I will be out of the pissyness by tomorrow, promise. I miss my daughter. Isn't it funny. You wish for them to go play alone all day so they will leave you alone and have some peace, but then when you do get rid of them you miss them. And knowing that I won't see her again until like 5:30 tomorrow hurts my heart. Have I mentioned that it sucks to work and be a mom at the same time. The guilt! It stinks!
Ya'll have a great Tues. I will have a busy one. More tomorrow.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Oh dear God!
So anyway. Today we just hung around and got some things done. We hired Brittany to come over and help out with the flower beds that were overgrown badly. It looks so much better. Thanks Brit. That wore Steve out. Peyton wore us both out today. That girl has endless energy. She was outside with Brittany and Steve, and she came in and wiped off her forehead, and said, "there is water on my forehead." LOL It was sweat. That made me laugh. She is obviously hot, her little cheeks are rosy, she has water on her forehead...so I told her to let me put her hair up to get it off of her neck and she would be cooler. She HATES having her hair put up in a ponytail. Why? I don't get it. Who the heck likes all that hot hair on your neck when it's 100 degrees outside. Kid is weird. ha
I spend most of my day dealing with the computer people. Like 3 1/2 hours. Not even lying. Ridiculous. I have said it before and I will say it again. I want to turn on a computer and it work every time. I want to be able to print, copy, scan and fax, send emails and surf the web without knowing how it works...I just want it to work. I need to find me a computer geek that I can befriend to make sure that can happen. Steve is ok at making this stuff work, but I still am unable to scan and when the computer is acting up, or the network is not working right, he gets more pissed off than helpful. So I am going to find a computer geek and wine and dine him and make him my computer biatch. hehe
Yesterday...I did a couple of showings. We had a lunchner (late lunch, thus is dinner and lunch) at Corner Bakery in Downtown since I had a showing there. Then the poker gang came over to our house and played poker. I baked a lemon cake that I had a new recipe for. It was tasty. Just need to make a few changes to make it even better. So really, it's been a pretty relaxed weekend. I could have done without the computer issues though.
Ok..I will blog again soon. Ya'll have a great week.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Finally...
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Flipping out
Go to this link. Watch the video. Flipping out on Bravo. LOVE IT! Gotta watch it and see what it is I am talking about. Fab-u-lous!!!
K...that's it for tonight...very late and will blog tomorrow. ;)
Monday, July 14, 2008
Long time no see...
Saturday...didn't do a thing all day. Finally got dressed at like 4pm. We went to dinner with some friends to a place called Nagoya. I call it a chop sewey place. But it's one of those hibachi grill places that cook your food in front of you. K...I'm not a huge chineese food fan. Never have been. I do enjoy fried rice. I like chicken. And I now like steak. Didn't used too. Being pregnant changed that in me. I craved it when I was prego. So, we tried some sushi. California rolls to be exact. We tried them last time we went to one of those places. And I actually enjoyed it. So we did Sushi. Then fried rice, chicken and fillet minion. It was good. We took Peyton with us, and that was a waste of $10. She ate like one bite of rice and wouldn't touch her chicken. Lesson learned there. Don't take the kid. ha Nice dinner. Expensive, but tasty. I finally have grown up when it comes to food. I eat steak, grilled fish and sushi. Big changes for me. Those all used to be no-no's for me. Steve was thrilled to go eat chineese food. So he owes me some pizza. ha Although, I was probably due to go with him more than him me. Then after that we went back to their house and took a dip in the pool. Peyton was sad because our friends kids weren't there. I thought they were and told her that. So that dissapointed her more. They were at their mother's for the weekend. So we all swam. It was dark and Peyton couldn't see where she was going like usual, so she didnt' do quite so well. It was a little chily in the water, so that didn't last long. Then put a movie in for Peyton and we played some poker. Peyton fell asleep there, and we had to carry her out. I always feel bad staying out late with her, but I also do remember our parents having to carry us home too. So, hey...still gotta have some fun even when you have kids.
Sunday...again...did nothing. Got dressed at like 4pm. Peyton started Vacation Bible School Sunday night. They go to the Methodist Church where she has her mother's day out program during the school year, so she was familiar with her surroundings. Ash goes too and so does Sydney. It goes from 6pm to 8:30. Steve and I are actually kind of enjoying some free time in the evening. We went grocery shopping last night..which is a treat with no child running around. Had time to shop, get it all home and put away and then time to go get her. So this goes on until Thurs. She is enjoying it. No crying when I left her both times. Ash on the other hand, cried yesterday. Today, I walked her in and she didn't cry.
Today, Peyton and I hung out at home. I got caught up on some work that I had been putting off all weekend. I cleaned all the freakin', never ending dog hair on the floors...again! And then just generally cleaned a little. I just turned on the radio today and no TV all day. It was nice. That TV had been on all weekend, so the peace was nice. Allthough, I must admit, we bought a new Dora the Explorer movie for Peyton so she was watching that on and off today,which is the reason I was able to get some work done. New movies are wonderful for us. She will be happy watching it for like 2 days, which gives us peace and quiet for a good stretch at a time. Dropped Peyton at her Bible school and we headed to dinner with friends again. Half price night! Gotta love it. ha
I talked to aunt sharon on Skype tonight. She is a hoot. I hadn't used the Skype in a very long time. I actually am hardly ever on that computer (the desktop), so I just happened to be in there and checked to see who was on Skype. Auntie S was, so I gave her a ring. We got caught up on how everybody is doing. She knows all about our daily lives since she is a devoted York Blog reader. But it was nice to hear how she and all her family are doing. Nice to talk to you, Auntie S. Does Wendy read the blog, auntie S? I need to try to catch Wendy on skype soon. So anyway, that was nice to talk to her.
Otherwise folks. Boring life these days. I am trying to download some pictures. They are older pics of Peyton, but the cutest ever. I will try again. Nope...won't download pics tonight. I will try again tomorrow.
Hope we are all caught up. More tomorrow. Night!
Friday, July 11, 2008
Happy B-day Auntie Rae
So we went to Fudruckers for dinner. A great hamburger joint. So it was good. Everybody always gives gift cards. RC said she wanted a new dish set. So I decided instead of a gift card I would go and pick some out. I thought I picked out some real pretty ones. And I think RC thought they were nice, but she wanted "funky". Well the "funky" ones were $90. So that is like my 3rd attempt to get away from the gift card rutt. I am not even going to do gift cards anymore. Cash for everyone, and that's it! LOL Try to put some thought into it, and it never works out. Not even cash..I am going to write a check, that way you have to take out your time to go to the bank and cash it. hehe jk
Not much in the way of plans for the weekend. Which is fine. This week was kind of hectic. Glad it's over. I think that's it for me tonight folks. Night.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
New "saying"
Ok..here it is. It worked! So we have heard Papa say this saying a few times, then the other morning she came out from just waking up and said this to Steve word for word. We had never heard her say it before. A sponge, I tell ya. May not be twinkle twinkle little star, or the Wheels on the bus...but...this is my baby with her true personality. hehe
Enjoy....there is another post below. So read on.
Night all
New tricks
Peyton is really the little fish. Or as she calls herself, a Mermaid. And We are all her mermaid friends. Can you tell she has been watching "Little Mermaid". ha She just decided today that she is going to float and swim backwards. I showed her the other day how to do the backstroke, but she wouldn't do it that day. I am sure in her head she has been practicing so she could shock us all next time we swim. She can tread water pretty good now. This is something I really want her to learn quick. So that if she ever got in trouble in the water, she could stay afloat. She is doing really very well. Nana works with her everytime they are in the pool when she is over there. And it's paying off. She will be all over the place by the end of the summer. Who needs swim lessons..I got Nana. ha
So there is another video of a new "saying" Peyton picked up from a certain Papa. ha It's funny. I tried a couple of times and couldn't get it to download, and wold freeze up my whole posting page. But that one would work. Weird. I will try again after I post this one. It's too funny.
Yesterday Peyton and I hung out all day. We went and ate lunch at Andi's. We went to CVS and got the much needed toilet paper. ha We were out, which is unusual for us. I usually am good at keeping good stock of paper goods. Then cleaned house a bit and cooked dinner. Today I had a team meeting at work then went to work at the AC co. Then went to pick up Peyton we were asked to stay and eat. So we did and then took a dip. I'm tired. It's been a long day. Peyton was certainly pooped.
It's getting late and I still have to take a shower. So I'll try to post another video and see if i can get it to work. Otherwise, more tomorrow.
Monday, July 7, 2008
Manic Monday
Sunday, July 6, 2008
The baby delimna
So. Let's see what thought my bloggers have on this subject.
Of course we have been trying to get pregnant for like 2 and a half years. We do want a baby. We want Peyton to have a sibling. We want that experience again. We want to expand our family. These are all things we both want. Then on the flip side:
Do I want to go through it all again? We just now are "moving on" so to speak, with life. Me getting a job that I enjoy and trying my best to be successful at it. We want things like a boat, go on more vacations, and just generally enjoy ourselves while we are relatively young. How hard would it be to find someone wanting to watch 2 kids vs. 1 kid? I feel guilty enough now working like I do with Peyton, will it be worse with another? I LOVE spending the time I have with Peyton. That is one reason I picked the job I did. Flexibility. Daycare is not for me, so how will I handle juggeling the time with them both and still being able to work and make money.
These are all things that make me second guess myself. Steve and I are 36 years old. God I wish we hadn't waited so long to start having kids. Biggest mistake to date. Because it is basically now or never for a 2nd one. If we were younger I wouldn't feel like it was now or never.
The reason this is a big issue in my head and in our household right now is because our last option that I am willing to try is artificial insemination (sp?) or otherwise known as IUI. This is a relatively low chance of having multiples. All they are doing is inserting sperm directly into the uterus. The only thing that has the increased chance of multiples is the fertility drug to help egg production. Which I have already taken this drug, and it only increases your chances by 10%. Which is about as high as I want to go. If we decide for sure to have another baby we are going to do this procedure here in the near future. Next couple of months. I think I question myself more is because since we haven't been able to get pregnant even with some dr. intervention, maybe it's just not meant to be.
But then, when you have your daughter drawing a picture of her "sister", it's hard to say, absolutely no more kids. Poor baby. When I see her playing on the playground by herself, makes me sad. She has her cousins. Ashleigh who is closest in age and spends the most time with, but ya know...they will eventually not have time to spend so much time together. Ash will be starting school, making new friends, and doing more and more activities.
Maybe I am just second guessing myself too much. I don't know. Some soul searching is in order to make sure that taking this last chance...last opportunity to have a baby is, in fact, what I want...what WE want. Because...that's just what this last attempt is. The IUI will be our final chance. I am only going to try it once. If it doesn't work. That is it for the baby chances. I am getting too old to keep it up. It is too expensive. And that will be my sign that more babies are not meant to be. Steve will go get "snipped" and we will call it. I don't want any surprises at age 45. ha
So that's the main thoughts for me lately. I just want to make sure whatever decision is the right one for us. I can question myself all day long. I do know though, that if we don't try it one more time, I will regret it when I am older. UGGGHHH! If I could just get knocked up like a normal person, my decision would be made for me. It happenes...and that's it. Another baby like it or not. ha
Any words of wisdom. Any food for thought?
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Independence Day
Our nicely decorated first truck
Peyton not too happy about being amogst the
strangers
The whole group
Getting this show on the road and probably my
last view of our caravan
The "Queen B" (manager)
We really had a good time at the parade. We decorated 4 trucks, had a moped and a motorcycle. The plan was to have some people walking to hand out these paddle ball things we had and some american flags. Well, the reason I described the above picture the last contact made with the caravan is because I got out and walked....I looked up and our group was out of sight. Me and 2 other girls were left in the dust. We walked for about a half a mile and had to call Steve who was driving one of the trucks to turn out of the group and come back and get us. The parade was moving way too fast for walkers. Note to self: next year... NO WALKERS. I probably did have one opportunity to catch up, but I would have had to sprint. If any of you know Lake Country, there are a lot of hills. I and the other girls were already winded. Oh well...we managed to get back in line to finish the parade...out away from the rest of the group, but nonetheless. I overheard one of the boys standing in the parade "how many Century 21's are there." hehe.....because he had already seen all of my group, and then probably another Century 21 office, and then us in Steve's truck. LOL Steve's folks came and took Peyton to the parade so she could catch candy. We got a little screwed up in how to get Peyton back, so they ended up having to wait on us. Sorry mom and jim, but thanks for taking Peyton to the parade.
So after the parade we had time to come home and chill a little bit. Good thing. We were so hot and hungry. We then boogied on out to my Dad's for our annual party. The annual July 4th party, which we have done for like 10 years straight, is starting to have run its course. Not many others show up anymore. Where years ago we had tons of people there at one time. People want to mix up how they spend their 4th. I am one of those. I would like to rent a boat or do something different next year. I am trying to make dad understand...the party has run its course. We'll see if he tries again next year. Here are some pics from swimming at Dad's.
The goggles are for looks. Ash won't put her
head in the water. lol
Really..the cutest smile that girl has.
The floaties had to go back on after a while. We
were tired of being nervous and having to keep
constant eyes on her.
Even Murray swims
Cutie pies
So then after swimming, eating and hanging out we all worked our way up to the Bedford fireworks. We have a spot up the street from our dad's that we always watch from. Eat watermelon and get eaten by bugs. ha They were actually pretty good this year. Last year they kind of stunk. But here are a few pics of us hanging out waiting on fireworks.
Two pees in a pod
Cute Addy and Andi
Britt and one of her boyfriends.
Some of Kev's friends
Peyton, Ash and one of their new little friends.
So as you can see we had a very good time. We all slept like rocks. We didn't do much today. I had a showing at 11am, did a little work and then we just messed around all day. Tonight we went to dinner with the Linder's minus Brian, and the Harris'. We then commensed to play poker. I lost. Shocker. Steve did win last hand. That was $8. Maybe he made up for my shorcomings. ha
Hope you all are enjoying your weekend. Sydney is still in WA D.C. with Kev's sister and family. Sounds like she is having fun! We missed her yesterday.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
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Today was fine. Nothing mega interesting. Worked a bit this morning with phone calls, emails and scheduling. Went to Bosses with RC, Syd and Ash. Had to meet a client at the office. Went to dinner with Steve's folks. Came home and cleaned a bit. Now hubby and daughter are off to bed. ahhh...peace. I'm irritable today, so I think really they both ran to bed to get away from me. ha It took Peyton ALL day to get her room cleaned. Time outs...threatened to take her dress I bought her back to the store. That worked, finally. I told her that I was going to work a little while and I am taking the dress with me. I am going to call daddy and ask him if you cleaned, and if you haven't then I am driving to the store to take it back. She cleaned. ha
Tomorrow...4th of July parade and Dad's 4th of July party. I think by tomorrow night I am going to be red, white and blue pooped out....and over it. ha I have to be up bright and early to go up and decorate our trucks, cars, motorcycles and mopeds. Parade starts at 10 am. Should all be fun though.
Hope you all have a Wonderful 4th of July!!!!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Well...
Are the June bugs bad at your houses? Man...they drive me crazy. Stupid bugs. My cat really enjoys when one gets in the house so he can chase the stupid bug around. It's funny to watch.
So yesterday....what the heck did I do yesterday....oh yes....I ended up having to take Peyton to Nana's house. One of my Realtor teammates forgot she was on floorduty and had an appointment in the afternoon, so I had to go cover her floor duty. Then while on Floor duty. I got 2 calls right in a row for a lease we have near downtown. I had to do back to back showings there. While I was waiting for my second appt. to show up, another guy drove up and was actually on the phone with our office, who told him I was there for 2 appts. So I showed him. ha We get a lot of calls on it. There are 4 units and they once one leases seems there is another. I cannot even count how many times I have to drive out there to show that darn thing. Not much money though. But it's better than nothing I suppose. Then had to go to the office in the evening to work on our "float" decorations for the Lake Country parade on the 4th of July. We really aren't going to have a float, but are decorating Steve's truck, Phil's truck and another girls Merceedes convertable. Handing out candy, flags, etc. Should be fun. It's in the morning, so hopefully it won't be too hot.
Today Peyton back to Nana's house. I worked at AAdvanced then to the grocery store. We made sandwiches for dinner. That's the end of our exciting day. ho-hum. But the guilt as a mother. Yes...I had to buy her a dress for July 4th while at Wal Mart. ha When I had to leave to do some showings a couple of times she cried and cried and asked me not to go. I told her that Mommy and Daddy have to work so we can buy her pretty dresses, bows and shoes. So I purposly got her a dress so she believes that as the truth. Which it is. That girl is in love with her dresses, shoes and hair bows. ha
I don't guess I have anything I have to do tomorrow. Probably hang out with Peyton and clean house a bit. Maybe let Peyton go play with Ash a little bit.
I feel bad for RC because she didn't get the PE job at her school where she is the PE aide. You would think it would be the natural choice for the PE aide that is familiar with the school and the PE program there to move up to open PE job. Ridiculous. RC...everything happens for a reason. Something else will come along at a better school, with a better principle.
I've got such a kink in my neck! OUCH! Ok...More tomorrow!